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WTF!!!!!!!!! PAGOD KA NA NGA KUNG ANO ANO PA ANG SINASABI. IM SO TIRED SLEEP NA LANG AKO. 12 HOURS PA BUKAS..

Blood, blood, blood, i want your blood.

kala ko nung una di masakit tsaka nakakatakot yung blood donation. Una exam lang para makita kung fit ako para mag donate ng blood. Kala ko nga di ako papasa sa blood test kasi i only slept for 2 hours co'z i was chatting all the time with my baby, if u dont have enough sleep your hemoglobin will be low and they will not allow you to have a blood donation. Siguro im just strong lang talaga thats why normal naman hemoglobin ko then ayun na sabi ng medtech "sir higa ka na po" ako naman ok.. Tapos na kita ko yung needle i said to my self "holy cow!!" the needle was big, parang pako!! shet!! dun na ko natakot. A lot of things goes to my mind, sabi ko bala mawalan ako ng malay ksi milk lang breakfast ko, tapos baka maging maputla ako hahay!! And then the medtech inserted the needle, it was painful!! parang kuryente... i want to tell the medtech to stop kasi nanghihina na ako, kaya lang syempre ma pride tayo so tuloy lang. But deep inside it was hurting. mga 500ml of blood kinuha nila sakin or it was 1 bag. After that levi my friend treat me to mc donalds, i ordered 2 piece chicken, large fries large coke, and a sundae.. kailangan kasi mabawi yung lakas.. She say's thank you to me, we talked a lot of stuff too. I said to her na" sana maging ok na granda ma mo, Just text me if u need my help just dont ask money", and she laugh haha!

Im so tired today tsaka parang nanlalambot ako, but i will still play basketball. Di ko pa na text baby ko wala kasi ao load. Wala pa din ako na receive na text ni baby. siguro she's still sleeping..

her voice

i called her, i heard her vioce. I really miss her. miss her a lot, anyway galit pa din sya sakin. Ayaw nya sabihin kung ano napag usapan nila ni jc hahay nako! pero syempre di naman ako pwede magalit kay jc kasi nga kaibigan ni mama, mother nya. Tapos bestfriend pa nya hahay!! buhay nga naman. Im thankful my baby anna showed her blog, tsaka siya nagturo sakin kung pano mag ka blog. Im still jealous.

Any way its already 2:10 at mag donate pa ko ng dugo mamaya.,, parang suicide na ito, yung mahal ko kasi ka chat ko pa di ko siya kayang iwan, tsaka may poblema kami. hahay!! strong naman ako kaya khit 10 bags pa na dugo kinin sakin ok lang..

Nasa huli ang pagsisisi

Today, Sobrang selos ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My baby anna is chatting with his x bf. Di ko naman siya masisisi kasi kasalanan ko, siguro yun lang paraan para gumaan pakiramdam nya. pero sana nman Lord wag siya ma fall sa iba.. Seryoso naman ako sakanya engots lang kasi talaga ko. Well i think malas talaga ko. I just hope and pray na maging happy siya. Ako happy ako sakanya ewan ko ba. happy ako nung dumating sya sa birthday ko. Pero siguro wala na sya trust sakin, haayyy! engots ka talaga jong.


ENGOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

i love my baby so much..

just one smile its all ok.. what did you do to me.